The Preparation
When the mail got successfully to
Dover, in the course of the forenoon, the head drawer
at the Royal George Hotel opened the coach-door as
his custom was. He did it with some flourish
of ceremony, for a mail journey from London in winter
was an achievement to congratulate an adventurous
traveller upon.
By that time, there was only one adventurous
traveller left be congratulated: for the two
others had been set down at their respective roadside
destinations. The mildewy inside of the coach,
with its damp and dirty straw, its disagreeable smell,
and its obscurity, was rather like a larger dog-kennel.
Mr. Lorry, the passenger, shaking himself out of
it in chains of straw, a tangle of shaggy wrapper,
flapping hat, and muddy legs, was rather like a larger
sort of dog.
“There will be a packet to Calais, tomorrow,
drawer?”
“Yes, sir, if the weather holds
and the wind sets tolerable fair. The tide will
serve pretty nicely at about two in the afternoon,
sir. Bed, sir?”
“I shall not go to bed till
night; but I want a bedroom, and a barber.”
“And then breakfast, sir?
Yes, sir. That way, sir, if you please.
Show Concord! Gentleman’s valise and hot
water to Concord. Pull off gentleman’s
boots in Concord. (You will find a fine sea-coal fire,
sir.) Fetch barber to Concord. Stir about there,
now, for Concord!”
The Concord bed-chamber being always
assigned to a passenger by the mail, and passengers
by the mail being always heavily wrapped up from head
to foot, the room had the odd interest for the establishment
of the Royal George, that although but one kind of
man was seen to go into it, all kinds and varieties
of men came out of it. Consequently, another
drawer, and two porters, and several maids and the
landlady, were all loitering by accident at various
points of the road between the Concord and the coffee-room,
when a gentleman of sixty, formally dressed in a brown
suit of clothes, pretty well worn, but very well kept,
with large square cuffs and large flaps to the pockets,
passed along on his way to his breakfast.
The coffee-room had no other occupant,
that forenoon, than the gentleman in brown.
His breakfast-table was drawn before the fire, and
as he sat, with its light shining on him, waiting for
the meal, he sat so still, that he might have been
sitting for his portrait.
Very orderly and methodical he looked,
with a hand on each knee, and a loud watch ticking
a sonorous sermon under his flapped waist-coat, as
though it pitted its gravity and longevity against
the levity and evanescence of the brisk fire.
He had a good leg, and was a little vain of it, for
his brown stockings fitted sleek and close, and were
of a fine texture; his shoes and buckles, too, though
plain, were trim. He wore an odd little sleek
crisp flaxen wig, setting very close to his head:
which wig, it is to be presumed, was made of hair,
but which looked far more as though it were spun from
filaments of silk or glass. His linen, though
not of a fineness in accordance with his stockings,
was as white as the tops of the waves that broke upon
the neighbouring beach, or the specks of sail that
glinted in the sunlight far at sea. A face habitually
suppressed and quieted, was still lighted up under
the quaint wig by a pair of moist bright eyes that
it must have cost their owner, in years gone by, some
pains to drill to the composed and reserved expression
of Tellson’s Bank. He had a healthy colour
in his cheeks, and his face, though lined, bore few
traces of anxiety. But, perhaps the confidential
bachelor clerks in Tellson’s Bank were principally
occupied with the cares of other people; and perhaps
second-hand cares, like second-hand clothes, come
easily off and on.
Completing his resemblance to a man
who was sitting for his portrait, Mr. Lorry dropped
off to sleep. The arrival of his breakfast roused
him, and he said to the drawer, as he moved his chair
to it:
“I wish accommodation prepared
for a young lady who may come here at any time to-day.
She may ask for Mr. Jarvis Lorry, or she may only
ask for a gentleman from Tellson’s Bank.
Please to let me know.”
“Yes, sir. Tellson’s Bank in London,
sir?”
“Yes.”
“Yes, sir. We have oftentimes
the honour to entertain your gentlemen in their travelling
backwards and forwards betwixt London and Paris, sir.
A vast deal of travelling, sir, in Tellson and Company’s
House.”
“Yes. We are quite a French House, as
well as an English one.”
“Yes, sir. Not much in
the habit of such travelling yourself, I think, sir?”
“Not of late years. It
is fifteen years since we—since I—came
last from France.”
“Indeed, sir? That was
before my time here, sir. Before our people’s
time here, sir. The George was in other hands
at that time, sir.”
“I believe so.”
“But I would hold a pretty wager,
sir, that a House like Tellson and Company was flourishing,
a matter of fifty, not to speak of fifteen years ago?”
“You might treble that, and
say a hundred and fifty, yet not be far from the truth.”
“Indeed, sir!”
Rounding his mouth and both his eyes,
as he stepped backward from the table, the waiter
shifted his napkin from his right arm to his left,
dropped into a comfortable attitude, and stood surveying
the guest while he ate and drank, as from an observatory
or watchtower. According to the immemorial usage
of waiters in all ages.
When Mr. Lorry had finished his breakfast,
he went out for a stroll on the beach. The little
narrow, crooked town of Dover hid itself away from
the beach, and ran its head into the chalk cliffs,
like a marine ostrich. The beach was a desert
of heaps of sea and stones tumbling wildly about,
and the sea did what it liked, and what it liked was
destruction. It thundered at the town, and thundered
at the cliffs, and brought the coast down, madly.
The air among the houses was of so strong a piscatory
flavour that one might have supposed sick fish went
up to be dipped in it, as sick people went down to
be dipped in the sea. A little fishing was done
in the port, and a quantity of strolling about by
night, and looking seaward: particularly at those
times when the tide made, and was near flood.
Small tradesmen, who did no business whatever, sometimes
unaccountably realised large fortunes, and it was
remarkable that nobody in the neighbourhood could
endure a lamplighter.
As the day declined into the afternoon,
and the air, which had been at intervals clear enough
to allow the French coast to be seen, became again
charged with mist and vapour, Mr. Lorry’s thoughts
seemed to cloud too. When it was dark, and he
sat before the coffee-room fire, awaiting his dinner
as he had awaited his breakfast, his mind was busily
digging, digging, digging, in the live red coals.
A bottle of good claret after dinner
does a digger in the red coals no harm, otherwise
than as it has a tendency to throw him out of work.
Mr. Lorry had been idle a long time, and had just
poured out his last glassful of wine with as complete
an appearance of satisfaction as is ever to be found
in an elderly gentleman of a fresh complexion who
has got to the end of a bottle, when a rattling of
wheels came up the narrow street, and rumbled into
the inn-yard.
He set down his glass untouched.
“This is Mam’selle!” said he.
In a very few minutes the waiter came
in to announce that Miss Manette had arrived from
London, and would be happy to see the gentleman from
Tellson’s.
“So soon?”
Miss Manette had taken some refreshment
on the road, and required none then, and was extremely
anxious to see the gentleman from Tellson’s
immediately, if it suited his pleasure and convenience.
The gentleman from Tellson’s
had nothing left for it but to empty his glass with
an air of stolid desperation, settle his odd little
flaxen wig at the ears, and follow the waiter to Miss
Manette’s apartment. It was a large, dark
room, furnished in a funereal manner with black horsehair,
and loaded with heavy dark tables. These had
been oiled and oiled, until the two tall candles on
the table in the middle of the room were gloomily
reflected on every leaf; as if they were buried,
in deep graves of black mahogany, and no light to speak
of could be expected from them until they were dug
out.
The obscurity was so difficult to
penetrate that Mr. Lorry, picking his way over the
well-worn Turkey carpet, supposed Miss Manette to
be, for the moment, in some adjacent room, until,
having got past the two tall candles, he saw standing
to receive him by the table between them and the fire,
a young lady of not more than seventeen, in a riding-cloak,
and still holding her straw travelling-hat by its
ribbon in her hand. As his eyes rested on a short,
slight, pretty figure, a quantity of golden hair,
a pair of blue eyes that met his own with an inquiring
look, and a forehead with a singular capacity (remembering
how young and smooth it was), of rifting and knitting
itself into an expression that was not quite one of
perplexity, or wonder, or alarm, or merely of a bright
fixed attention, though it included all the four expressions—as
his eyes rested on these things, a sudden vivid likeness
passed before him, of a child whom he had held in
his arms on the passage across that very Channel, one
cold time, when the hail drifted heavily and the sea
ran high. The likeness passed away, like a breath
along the surface of the gaunt pier-glass behind her,
on the frame of which, a hospital procession of negro
cupids, several headless and all cripples, were offering
black baskets of Dead Sea fruit to black divinities
of the feminine gender—and he made his
formal bow to Miss Manette.
“Pray take a seat, sir.”
In a very clear and pleasant young voice; a little
foreign in its accent, but a very little indeed.
“I kiss your hand, miss,”
said Mr. Lorry, with the manners of an earlier date,
as he made his formal bow again, and took his seat.
“I received a letter from the
Bank, sir, yesterday, informing me that some intelligence—or
discovery—”
“The word is not material, miss; either word
will do.”
“—respecting the
small property of my poor father, whom I never saw—so
long dead—”
Mr. Lorry moved in his chair, and
cast a troubled look towards the hospital procession
of negro cupids. As if they had any help
for anybody in their absurd baskets!
“—rendered it necessary
that I should go to Paris, there to communicate with
a gentleman of the Bank, so good as to be despatched
to Paris for the purpose.”
“Myself.”
“As I was prepared to hear, sir.”
She curtseyed to him (young ladies
made curtseys in those days), with a pretty desire
to convey to him that she felt how much older and
wiser he was than she. He made her another bow.
“I replied to the Bank, sir,
that as it was considered necessary, by those who
know, and who are so kind as to advise me, that I should
go to France, and that as I am an orphan and have
no friend who could go with me, I should esteem it
highly if I might be permitted to place myself, during
the journey, under that worthy gentleman’s protection.
The gentleman had left London, but I think a messenger
was sent after him to beg the favour of his waiting
for me here.”
“I was happy,” said Mr.
Lorry, “to be entrusted with the charge.
I shall be more happy to execute it.”
“Sir, I thank you indeed.
I thank you very gratefully. It was told me
by the Bank that the gentleman would explain to me
the details of the business, and that I must prepare
myself to find them of a surprising nature.
I have done my best to prepare myself, and I naturally
have a strong and eager interest to know what they
are.”
“Naturally,” said Mr. Lorry. “Yes—I—”
After a pause, he added, again settling
the crisp flaxen wig at the ears, “It is very
difficult to begin.”
He did not begin, but, in his indecision,
met her glance. The young forehead lifted itself
into that singular expression—but it was
pretty and characteristic, besides being singular—and
she raised her hand, as if with an involuntary action
she caught at, or stayed some passing shadow.
“Are you quite a stranger to me, sir?”
“Am I not?” Mr. Lorry
opened his hands, and extended them outwards with
an argumentative smile.
Between the eyebrows and just over
the little feminine nose, the line of which was as
delicate and fine as it was possible to be, the expression
deepened itself as she took her seat thoughtfully in
the chair by which she had hitherto remained standing.
He watched her as she mused, and the moment she raised
her eyes again, went on:
“In your adopted country, I
presume, I cannot do better than address you as a
young English lady, Miss Manette?”
“If you please, sir.”
“Miss Manette, I am a man of
business. I have a business charge to acquit
myself of. In your reception of it, don’t
heed me any more than if I was a speaking machine—truly,
I am not much else. I will, with your leave,
relate to you, miss, the story of one of our customers.”
“Story!”
He seemed wilfully to mistake the
word she had repeated, when he added, in a hurry,
“Yes, customers; in the banking business we
usually call our connection our customers. He
was a French gentleman; a scientific gentleman; a
man of great acquirements—a Doctor.”
“Not of Beauvais?”
“Why, yes, of Beauvais.
Like Monsieur Manette, your father, the gentleman
was of Beauvais. Like Monsieur Manette, your
father, the gentleman was of repute in Paris.
I had the honour of knowing him there. Our
relations were business relations, but confidential.
I was at that time in our French House, and had been—oh!
twenty years.”
“At that time—I may ask, at what
time, sir?”
“I speak, miss, of twenty years
ago. He married—an English lady—and
I was one of the trustees. His affairs, like
the affairs of many other French gentlemen and French
families, were entirely in Tellson’s hands.
In a similar way I am, or I have been, trustee of
one kind or other for scores of our customers.
These are mere business relations, miss; there is
no friendship in them, no particular interest, nothing
like sentiment. I have passed from one to another,
in the course of my business life, just as I pass from
one of our customers to another in the course of my
business day; in short, I have no feelings; I am a
mere machine. To go on—”
“But this is my father’s
story, sir; and I begin to think” —the
curiously roughened forehead was very intent upon him—“that
when I was left an orphan through my mother’s
surviving my father only two years, it was you who
brought me to England. I am almost sure it was
you.”
Mr. Lorry took the hesitating little
hand that confidingly advanced to take his, and he
put it with some ceremony to his lips. He then
conducted the young lady straightway to her chair again,
and, holding the chair-back with his left hand, and
using his right by turns to rub his chin, pull his
wig at the ears, or point what he said, stood looking
down into her face while she sat looking up into his.
“Miss Manette, it was
I. And you will see how truly I spoke of myself just
now, in saying I had no feelings, and that all the
relations I hold with my fellow-creatures are mere
business relations, when you reflect that I have never
seen you since. No; you have been the ward of
Tellson’s House since, and I have been busy
with the other business of Tellson’s House since.
Feelings! I have no time for them, no chance
of them. I pass my whole life, miss, in turning
an immense pecuniary Mangle.”
After this odd description of his
daily routine of employment, Mr. Lorry flattened his
flaxen wig upon his head with both hands (which was
most unnecessary, for nothing could be flatter than
its shining surface was before), and resumed his former
attitude.
“So far, miss (as you have remarked),
this is the story of your regretted father.
Now comes the difference. If your father had
not died when he did—Don’t be frightened!
How you start!”
She did, indeed, start. And
she caught his wrist with both her hands.
“Pray,” said Mr. Lorry,
in a soothing tone, bringing his left hand from the
back of the chair to lay it on the supplicatory fingers
that clasped him in so violent a tremble: “pray
control your agitation—a matter of business.
As I was saying—”
Her look so discomposed him that he
stopped, wandered, and began anew:
“As I was saying; if Monsieur
Manette had not died; if he had suddenly and silently
disappeared; if he had been spirited away; if it had
not been difficult to guess to what dreadful place,
though no art could trace him; if he had an enemy
in some compatriot who could exercise a privilege
that I in my own time have known the boldest people
afraid to speak of in a whisper, across the water there;
for instance, the privilege of filling up blank forms
for the consignment of any one to the oblivion of
a prison for any length of time; if his wife had implored
the king, the queen, the court, the clergy, for any
tidings of him, and all quite in vain;—then
the history of your father would have been the history
of this unfortunate gentleman, the Doctor of Beauvais.”
“I entreat you to tell me more, sir.”
“I will. I am going to. You can
bear it?”
“I can bear anything but the uncertainty you
leave me in at this moment.”
“You speak collectedly, and
you—are collected. That’s
good!” (Though his manner was less satisfied
than his words.) “A matter of business.
Regard it as a matter of business—business
that must be done. Now if this doctor’s
wife, though a lady of great courage and spirit, had
suffered so intensely from this cause before her little
child was born—”
“The little child was a daughter, sir.”
“A daughter. A-a-matter
of business—don’t be distressed.
Miss, if the poor lady had suffered so intensely
before her little child was born, that she came to
the determination of sparing the poor child the inheritance
of any part of the agony she had known the pains of,
by rearing her in the belief that her father was dead—
No, don’t kneel! In Heaven’s name
why should you kneel to me!”
“For the truth. O dear, good, compassionate
sir, for the truth!”
“A—a matter of business.
You confuse me, and how can I transact business if
I am confused? Let us be clear-headed.
If you could kindly mention now, for instance, what
nine times ninepence are, or how many shillings in
twenty guineas, it would be so encouraging. I
should be so much more at my ease about your state
of mind.”
Without directly answering to this
appeal, she sat so still when he had very gently raised
her, and the hands that had not ceased to clasp his
wrists were so much more steady than they had been,
that she communicated some reassurance to Mr. Jarvis
Lorry.
“That’s right, that’s
right. Courage! Business! You have
business before you; useful business. Miss Manette,
your mother took this course with you. And when
she died—I believe broken-hearted—
having never slackened her unavailing search for your
father, she left you, at two years old, to grow to
be blooming, beautiful, and happy, without the dark
cloud upon you of living in uncertainty whether your
father soon wore his heart out in prison, or wasted
there through many lingering years.”
As he said the words he looked down,
with an admiring pity, on the flowing golden hair;
as if he pictured to himself that it might have been
already tinged with grey.
“You know that your parents
had no great possession, and that what they had was
secured to your mother and to you. There has
been no new discovery, of money, or of any other property;
but—”
He felt his wrist held closer, and
he stopped. The expression in the forehead,
which had so particularly attracted his notice, and
which was now immovable, had deepened into one of
pain and horror.
“But he has been—been
found. He is alive. Greatly changed, it
is too probable; almost a wreck, it is possible; though
we will hope the best. Still, alive. Your
father has been taken to the house of an old servant
in Paris, and we are going there: I, to identify
him if I can: you, to restore him to life, love,
duty, rest, comfort.”
A shiver ran through her frame, and
from it through his. She said, in a low, distinct,
awe-stricken voice, as if she were saying it in a
dream,
“I am going to see his Ghost!
It will be his Ghost—not him!”
Mr. Lorry quietly chafed the hands
that held his arm. “There, there, there!
See now, see now! The best and the worst are
known to you, now. You are well on your way to
the poor wronged gentleman, and, with a fair sea voyage,
and a fair land journey, you will be soon at his dear
side.”
She repeated in the same tone, sunk
to a whisper, “I have been free, I have been
happy, yet his Ghost has never haunted me!”
“Only one thing more,”
said Mr. Lorry, laying stress upon it as a wholesome
means of enforcing her attention: “he has
been found under another name; his own, long forgotten
or long concealed. It would be worse than useless
now to inquire which; worse than useless to seek to
know whether he has been for years overlooked, or always
designedly held prisoner. It would be worse
than useless now to make any inquiries, because it
would be dangerous. Better not to mention the
subject, anywhere or in any way, and to remove him—for
a while at all events— out of France.
Even I, safe as an Englishman, and even Tellson’s,
important as they are to French credit, avoid all naming
of the matter. I carry about me, not a scrap
of writing openly referring to it. This is a
secret service altogether. My credentials, entries,
and memoranda, are all comprehended in the one line,
`Recalled to Life;’ which may mean anything.
But what is the matter! She doesn’t notice
a word! Miss Manette!”
Perfectly still and silent, and not
even fallen back in her chair, she sat under his hand,
utterly insensible; with her eyes open and fixed upon
him, and with that last expression looking as if it
were carved or branded into her forehead. So
close was her hold upon his arm, that he feared to
detach himself lest he should hurt her; therefore
he called out loudly for assistance without moving.
A wild-looking woman, whom even in
his agitation, Mr. Lorry observed to be all of a red
colour, and to have red hair, and to be dressed in
some extraordinary tight-fitting fashion, and to have
on her head a most wonderful bonnet like a Grenadier
wooden measure, and good measure too, or a great Stilton
cheese, came running into the room in advance of the
inn servants, and soon settled the question of his
detachment from the poor young lady, by laying a brawny
hand upon his chest, and sending him flying back against
the nearest wall.
(“I really think this must be a man!”
was Mr. Lorry’s breathless reflection, simultaneously
with his coming against the wall.)
“Why, look at you all!”
bawled this figure, addressing the inn servants.
“Why don’t you go and fetch things, instead
of standing there staring at me? I am not so
much to look at, am I? Why don’t you go
and fetch things? I’ll let you know, if
you don’t bring smelling-salts, cold water,
and vinegar, quick, I will.”
There was an immediate dispersal for
these restoratives, and she softly laid the patient
on a sofa, and tended her with great skill and gentleness:
calling her “my precious!” and “my
bird!” and spreading her golden hair aside over
her shoulders with great pride and care.
“And you in brown!” she
said, indignantly turning to Mr. Lorry; “couldn’t
you tell her what you had to tell her, without frightening
her to death? Look at her, with her pretty pale
face and her cold hands. Do you call that
being a Banker?”
Mr. Lorry was so exceedingly disconcerted
by a question so hard to answer, that he could only
look on, at a distance, with much feebler sympathy
and humility, while the strong woman, having banished
the inn servants under the mysterious penalty of “letting
them know” something not mentioned if they stayed
there, staring, recovered her charge by a regular
series of gradations, and coaxed her to lay her drooping
head upon her shoulder.
“I hope she will do well now,” said Mr.
Lorry.
“No thanks to you in brown, if she does.
My darling pretty!”
“I hope,” said Mr. Lorry,
after another pause of feeble sympathy and humility,
“that you accompany Miss Manette to France?”
“A likely thing, too!”
replied the strong woman. “If it was ever
intended that I should go across salt water, do you
suppose Providence would have cast my lot in an island?”
This being another question hard to
answer, Mr. Jarvis Lorry withdrew to consider it.