A Knight of the Nets

AMONG HER OWN PEOPLE

Braelands rode like a man possessed, furiously, until he reached the foot of the cliff on which Janet’s and Christina’s cottages stood.  Then he flung the reins to a fisher-laddie, and bounded up the rocky platform.  Janet was standing in the door of Christina’s cottage talking to the minister.  This time she made no opposition to Braelands’s entrance; indeed, there was an expression of pity on her face as she moved aside to let him pass.

He went in noiselessly, reverently, suddenly awed by the majesty of Death’s presence.  This was so palpable and clear, that all the mere material work of the house had been set aside.  No table had been laid, no meat cooked; there had been no thought of the usual duties of the day-time.  Life stood still to watch the great mystery transpiring in the inner room.

The door to it stood wide open, for the day was hot and windless.  Archie went softly in.  He fell on his knees by his dying wife, he folded her to his heart, he whispered into her fast-closing ears the despairing words of love, reawakened, when all repentance was too late.  He called her back from the very shoal of time to listen to him.  With heart-broken sobs he begged her forgiveness, and she answered him with a smile that had caught the glory of heaven.  At that hour he cared not who heard the cry of his agonising love and remorse.  Sophy was the whole of his world, and his anguish, so imperative, brought perforce the response of the dying woman who loved him yet so entirely.  A few tears—­the last she was ever to shed—­gathered in her eyes; fondest words of affection were broken on her lips, her last smile was for him, her sweet blue eyes set in death with their gaze fixed on his countenance.

When the sun went down, Sophy’s little life of twenty years was over.  Her last few hours were very peaceful.  The doctor had said she would suffer much; but she did not.  Lying in Archie’s arms, she slipped quietly out of her clay tabernacle, and doubtless took the way nearest to her Father’s House.  No one knew the exact moment of her departure—­no one but Andrew.  He, standing humbly at the foot of her bed, divined by some wondrous instinct the mystic flitting, and so he followed her soul with fervent prayer, and a love which spurned the grave and which was pure enough to venture into His presence with her.

It was a scene and a moment that Archibald Braelands in his wildest and most wretched after-days never forgot.  The last rays of the setting sun fell across the death-bed, the wind from the sea came softly through the open window, the murmur of the waves on the sands made a mournful, restless undertone to the majestic words of the minister, who, standing by the bed-side, declared with uplifted hands and in solemnly triumphant tones the confidence and hope of the departing spirit.

“’Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling place in all generations.

“’Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever Thou hadst formed the earth and the world; even from everlasting to everlasting, Thou art God.

“’For a thousand years in Thy sight are but as yesterday when it is past; and as a watch in the night.

“’The days of our years are three-score years and ten; and if by reason of strength, they be four-score years, yet is their strength labor and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away.’”

Then there was a pause; Andrew said “It is over!” and Janet took the cold form from the distracted husband, and closed the eyes forever.

There was no more now for Archie to do, and he went out of the room followed by Andrew.

“Thank you for coming for me, Captain,” he said, “you did me a kindness I shall never forget.”

“I knew you would be glad.  I am grieved to trouble you further, Braelands, at this hour; but the dead must be waited on.  It was Sophy’s wish to be buried with her own folk.”

“She is my wife.”

“Nay, you had taken steps to cast her off.”

“She ought to be brought to Braelands.”

“She shall never enter Braelands again.  It was a black door to her.  Would you wish hatred and scorn to mock her in her coffin?  She bid my mother see that she was buried in peace and good will and laid with her own people.”

Archie covered his face with his hands and tried to think.  Not even when dead could he force her into the presence of his mother—­and it was true he had begun to cast her off; a funeral from Braelands would be a wrong and an insult.  But all was in confusion in his mind and he said:  “I cannot think.  I cannot decide.  I am not able for anything more.  Let me go.  To-morrow—­I will send word—­I will come.”

“Let it be so then.  I am sorry for you, Braelands—­but if I hear nothing further, I will follow out Sophy’s wishes.”

“You shall hear—­but I must have time to think.  I am at the last point.  I can bear no more.”

Then Andrew went with him down the cliff, and helped him to his saddle; and afterwards he walked along the beach till he came to a lonely spot hid in the rocks, and there he threw himself face downward on the sands, and “communed with his own heart and was still.”  At this supreme hour, all that was human flitted and faded away, and the primal essence of self was overshadowed by the presence of the Infinite.  When the midnight tide flowed, the bitterness of the sorrow was over, and he had reached that serene depth of the soul which enabled him to rise to his feet and say “Thy Will be done!”

The next day they looked for some communication from Braelands; yet they did not suffer this expectation to interfere with Sophy’s explicit wish, and the preparations for her funeral went on without regard to Archie’s promise.  It was well so, for there was no redemption of it.  He did not come again to Pittendurie, and if he sent any message, it was not permitted to reach them.  He was notified, however, of the funeral ceremony, which was set for the Sabbath following her death, and Andrew was sure he would at least come for one last look at the wife whom he had loved so much and wronged so deeply.  He did not do so.

Shrouded in white, her hands full of white asters, Sophy was laid to rest in the little wind blown kirkyard of Pittendurie.  It was said by some that Braelands watched the funeral from afar off, others declared that he lay in his bed raving and tossing with fever, but this or that, he was not present at her burial.  Her own kin—­who were fishers—­laid the light coffin on a bier made of oars, and carried it with psalm singing to the grave.  It was Andrew who threw on the coffin the first earth.  It was Andrew who pressed the cover of green turf over the small mound, and did the last tender offices that love could offer.  Oh, so small a mound!  A little child could have stepped over it, and yet, to Andrew, it was wider than all the starry spaces.

The day was a lovely one, and the kirkyard was crowded to see little Sophy join the congregation of the dead.  After the ceremony was over the minister had a good thought, he said:  “We will not go back to the kirk, but we will stay here, and around the graves of our friends and kindred praise God for the ‘sweet enlargement’ of their death.”  Then he sang the first line of the paraphrase, “O God of Bethel by whose hand,” and the people took it from his lips, and made holy songs and words of prayer fill the fresh keen atmosphere and mingle with the cries of the sea-birds and the hushed complaining of the rising waters.  And that afternoon many heard for the first time those noble words from the Book of Wisdom that, during the more religious days of the middle ages, were read not only at the grave-side of the beloved, but also at every anniversary of their death.

“But if the righteous be cut off early by death; she shall be at rest.

“For honor standeth not in length of days; neither is it computed by number of years.

“She pleased God and was beloved, and she was taken away from living among sinners.

“Her place was changed, lest evil should mar her understanding or falsehood beguile her soul.

“She was made perfect in a little while, and finished the work of many years.

“For her soul pleased God, and therefore He made haste to lead her forth out of the midst of iniquity.

“And the people saw it and understood it not; neither considered they this—­

“That the grace of God and His mercy are upon His saints, and His regard unto His Elect.”

Chief among the mourners was Sophy’s aunt Griselda.  She now bitterly repented the unwise and unkind “No.”  Sophy was dearer to her than she thought, and when she had talked over her wrongs with Janet, her indignation knew no bounds.  It showed itself first of all to the author of these wrongs.  Madame came early to her shop on Monday morning, and presuming on her last confidential talk with Miss Kilgour, began the conversation on that basis.

“You see, Miss Kilgour,” she said with a sigh, “what that poor girl’s folly has led her to.”

“I see what she has come to.  I’m not blaming Sophy, however.”

“Well, whoever is to blame—­and I suppose Braelands should have been more patient with the troubles he called to himself—­I shall have to put on ‘blacks’ in consequence.  It is a great expense, and a very useless one; but people will talk if I do not go into mourning for my son’s wife.”

“I wouldn’t do it, if I was you.”

“Society obliges.  You must make me two gowns at least.”

“I will not sew a single stitch for you.”

“Not sew for me?”

“Never again; not if you paid me a guinea a stitch.”

“What do you mean?  Are you in your senses?”

“Just as much as poor Sophy was.  And I’ll never forgive myself for listening to your lies about my niece.  You ought to be ashamed of yourself.  Your cruelties to her are the talk of the whole country-side.”

“How dare you call me a liar?”

“When I think of wee Sophy in her coffin, I could call you something far worse.”

“You are an impertinent woman.”

“Ah well, I never broke the Sixth Command.  And if I was you, Madame, I wouldn’t put ‘blacks’ on about it.  But ‘blacks’ or no ‘blacks,’ you can go to some other body to make them for you; for I want none of your custom, and I’ll be obliged to you to get from under my roof.  This is a decent, God-fearing house.”

Madame had left before the end of Griselda’s orders; but she followed her to the door, and delivered her last sentence as Madame was stepping into her carriage.  She was furious at the truths so uncompromisingly told her, and still more so at the woman who had been their mouthpiece.  “A creature whom I have made! actually made!” she almost screamed.  “She would be out at service today but for me!  The shameful, impertinent, ungrateful wretch!” She ordered Thomas to drive her straight back home, and, quivering with indignation, went to her son’s room.  He was dressed, but lying prone upon his bed; his mother’s complaining irritated his mood beyond his endurance.  He rose up in a passion; his white haggard face showed how deeply sorrow and remorse had ploughed into his very soul.

“Mother!” he cried, “you will have to hear the truth, in one way or another, from every one.  I tell you myself that you are not guiltless of Sophy’s death—­neither am I.”

“It is a lie.”

“Do go out of my room.  This morning you are unbearable.”

“You ought to be ashamed of yourself.  Are you going to permit people to insult your mother, right and left, without a word?  Have you no sense of honour and decency?”

“No, for I let them insult the sweetest wife ever a man had.  I am a brute, a monster, not fit to live.  I wish I was lying by Sophy’s side.  I am ashamed to look either men or women in the face.”

“You are simply delirious with the fever you have had.”

“Then have some mercy on me.  I want to be quiet.”

“But I have been grossly insulted.”

“We shall have to get used to that, and bear it as we can.  We deserve all that can be said of us—­or to us.”  Then he threw himself on his bed again and refused to say another word.  Madame scolded and complained and pitied herself, and appealed to God and man against the wrongs she suffered, and finally went into a paroxysm of hysterical weeping.  But Archie took no notice of the wordy tempest, so that Madame was confounded and frightened, by an indifference so unusual and unnatural.

Weeks of continual sulking or recrimination passed drearily away.  Archie, in the first tide of his remorse, fed himself on the miseries which had driven Sophy to her grave.  He interviewed the servants and heard all they had to tell him.  He had long conversations with Miss Kilgour, and made her describe over and over Sophy’s despairing look and manner the morning she ran away.  For the poor woman found a sort of comfort in blaming herself and in receiving meekly the hard words Archie could give her.  He visited Mrs. Stirling in regard to Sophy’s sanity, and heard from that lady a truthful report of all that had passed in her presence.  He went frequently to Janet’s cottage, and took all her home thrusts and all her scornful words in a manner so humble, so contrite, and so heart-broken, that the kind old woman began finally to forgive and comfort him.  And the outcome of all these interviews and conversations Madame had to bear.  Her son, in his great sorrow, threw off entirely the yoke of her control.  He found his own authority and rather abused it.  She had hoped the final catastrophe would draw him closer to her; hoped the coolness of friends and acquaintances would make him more dependent on her love and sympathy.  It acted in the opposite direction.  The public seldom wants two scapegoats.  Madame’s ostracism satisfied its idea of justice.  Every one knew Archie was very much under her control.  Every one could see that he suffered dreadfully after Sophy’s death.  Every one came promptly to the opinion that Madame only was to blame in the matter.  “The poor husband” shared the popular sympathy with Sophy.

However, in the long run, he had his penalty to pay, and the penalty came, as was most just, through Marion Glamis.  Madame quickly noticed that after her loss of public respect, Marion’s affection grew colder.  At the first, she listened to the tragedy of Sophy’s illness and death with a decent regard for Madame’s feelings on the subject.  When Madame pooh-poohed the idea of Sophy being in an hospital for weeks, unknown, Marion also thought it “most unlikely;” when Madame was “pretty sure the girl had been in London during the hospital interlude,” Marion also thought, “it might be so; Captain Binnie was a very taking man.”  When Madame said, “Sophy’s whole conduct was only excusable on the supposition of her unaccountability,” Marion also thought “she did act queerly at times.”

Even these admissions were not made with the warmth that Madame expected from Marion, and they gradually grew fainter and more general.  She began to visit Braelands less and less frequently, and, when reproached for her remissness, said, “Archie was now a widower, and she did not wish people to think she was running after him;” and her manner was so cold and conventional that Madame could only look at her in amazement.  She longed to remind her of their former conversations about Archie, but the words died on her lips.  Marion looked quite capable of denying them, and she did not wish to quarrel with her only visitor.

The truth was that Marion had her own designs regarding Archie, and she did not intend Madame to interfere with them.  She had made up her mind to marry Braelands, but she was going to have him as the spoil of her own weapons—­not as a gift from his mother.  And she was not so blinded by hatred as to think Archie could ever be won by the abuse of Sophy.  On the contrary, she very cautiously began to talk of her with pity, and even admiration.  She fell into all Archie’s opinions and moods on the subject, and declared with warmth and positiveness that she had always opposed Madame’s extreme measures.  In the long run, it came to pass that Archie could talk comfortably with Marion about Sophy, for she always reminded him of some little act of kindness to his wife, or of some instance where he had decidedly taken her part, so that, gradually, she taught him to believe that, after all, he had not been so very much to blame.

In these tactics, Miss Glamis was influenced by the most powerful of motives—­self-preservation.  She had by no means escaped the public censure, and in that set of society she most desired to please, had been decidedly included in the polite ostracism meted out to Madame.  Lovers she had none, and she began to realise, when too late, that the connection of her name with that of Archie Braelands had been a wrong to her matrimonial prospects that it would be hard to remedy.  In fact, as the winter went on, she grew hopeless of undoing the odium generated by her friendship with Madame and her flirtation with Madame’s son.

“And I shall make no more efforts at conciliation,” she said angrily to herself one day, after finding her name had been dropped from Lady Blair’s visiting-list; “I will now marry Archie.  My fortune and his combined will enable us to live where and how we please.  Father must speak to him on the subject at once”

That night she happened to find the Admiral in an excellent mood for her purpose.  The Laird of Binin had not “changed hats” with him when they met on the highway, and he fumed about the circumstance as if it had been a mortal insult.

“I’ll never lift my hat to him again, Marion, let alone open my mouth,” he cried; “no, not even if we are sitting next to each other at the club dinner.  What wrong have I ever done him?  Have I ever done him a favour that he should insult me?”

“It is that dreadful Braelands’s business.  That insolent, selfish, domineering old woman has ruined us socially.  I wish I had never seen her face.”

“You seemed to be fond enough of her once.”

“I never liked her; I now detest her.  The way she treated Archie’s wife was abominable.  There is no doubt of that.  Father, I am going to take this situation by the horns of its dilemma.  I intend to marry Archie.  No one in the county can afford to snub Braelands.  He is popular and likely to be more so; he is rich and influential, and I also am rich.  Together we may lead public opinion—­or defy it.  My name has been injured by my friendship with him.  Archie Braelands must give me his name.”

“By St. Andrew, he shall!” answered the irritable old man.  “I will see he does.  I ought to have considered this before, Marion.  Why did you not show me my duty?”

“It is early enough; it is now only eight months since his wife died.”

The next morning as Archie was riding slowly along the highway, the Admiral joined him.  “Come home to lunch with me,” he said, and Archie turned his horse and went.  Marion was particularly sympathetic and charming.  She subdued her spirits to his pitch; she took the greatest interest in his new political aspirations; she listened to his plans about the future with smiling approvals, until he said he was thinking of going to the United States for a few months.  He wished to study Republicanism on its own ground, and to examine, in their working conditions, several new farming implements and expedients that he thought of introducing.  Then Marion rose and left the room.  She looked at her father as she did so, and he understood her meaning.

“Braelands,” he said, when they were alone, “I have something to say which you must take into your consideration before you leave Scotland.  It is about Marion.”

“Nothing ill with Marion, I hope?”

“Nothing but what you can cure.  She is suffering very much, socially, from the constant association of her name with yours.”

“Sir?”

“Allow me to explain.  At the time of your sweet little wife’s death, Marion was constantly included in the blame laid to Madame Braelands.  You know now how unjustly.”

“I would rather not have that subject discussed.”

“But, by Heaven, it must be discussed!  I have, at Marion’s desire, said nothing hitherto, because we both saw how much you were suffering; but, sir, if you are going away from Fife, you must remember before you go that the living have claims as well as the dead.”

“If Marion has any claim on me, I am here, willing to redeem it.”

“‘If,’ Braelands; it is not a question of ‘if.’  Marion’s name has been injured by its connection with your name.  You know the remedy.  I expect you to behave like a gentleman in this matter.”

“You expect me to marry Marion?”

“Precisely.  There is no other effectual way to right her.”

“I see Marion in the garden; I will go and speak to her.”

“Do, my dear fellow.  I should like this affair pleasantly settled.”

Marion was sitting on the stone bench round the sun dial.  She had a white silk parasol over her head, and her lap was full of apple-blossoms.  A pensive air softened her handsome face, and as Archie approached, she looked up with a smile that was very attractive.  He sat down at her side and began to finger the pink and white flowers.  He was quite aware that he was tampering with his fate as well; but at his very worst, Archie had a certain chivalry about women that only needed to be stirred by a word or a look indicating injustice.  He was not keen to perceive; but when once his eyes were opened, he was very keen to feel.

“Marion,” he said kindly, taking her hand in his, “have you suffered much for my fault?”

“I have suffered, Archie.”

“Why did you not tell me before?”

“You have been so full of trouble.  How could I add to it?”

“You have been blamed?”

“Yes, very much.”

“There is only one way to right you, Marion; I offer you my name and my hand.  Will you take it?”

“A woman wants love.  If I thought you could ever love me—­”

“We are good friends.  You have been my comforter in many miserable hours.  I will make no foolish protestations; but you know whether you can trust me.  And that we should come to love one another very sincerely is more than likely.”

“I do love you.  Have I not always loved you?”

And this frank avowal was just the incentive Archie required.  His heart was hungry for love; he surrendered himself very easily to the charming of affection.  Before they returned to the house, the compact was made, and Marion Glamis and Archibald Braelands were definitely betrothed.

As Archie rode home in the gloaming, it astonished him a little to find that he felt a positive satisfaction in the prospect of telling his mother of his engagement—­a satisfaction he did not analyze, but which was doubtless compounded of a sense of justice, and of a not very amiable conviction that the justice would not be more agreeable than justice usually is.  Indeed, the haste with which he threw himself from his horse and strode into the Braelands’s parlour, and the hardly veiled air of defiance with which he muttered as he went “It’s her own doing; let her be satisfied with her work,” showed a heart that had accepted rather than chosen its destiny, and that rebelled a little under the constraint.

Madame was sitting alone in the waning light; her son had been away from her all day, and had sent her no excuse for his detention.  She was both angry and sorrowful; and there had been a time when Archie would have been all conciliation and regret.  That time was past.  His mother had forfeited all his respect; there was nothing now between them but that wondrous tie of motherhood which a child must be utterly devoid of grace and feeling to forget.  Archie never quite forgot it.  In his worst moods he would tell himself, “after all she is my mother.  It was because she loved me.  Her inhumanity was really jealousy, and jealousy is cruel as the grave.”  But this purely natural feeling lacked now all the confidence of mutual respect and trust.  It was only a natural feeling; it had lost all the nobler qualities springing from a spiritual and intellectual interpretation of their relationship.

“You have been away all day, Archie,” Madame complained.  “I have been most unhappy about you.”

“I have been doing some important business.”

“May I ask what it was?”

“I have been wooing a wife.”

“And your first wife not eight months in her grave!”

“It was unavoidable.  I was in a manner forced to it.”

“Forced?  The idea!  Are you become a coward?”

“Yes,” he answered wearily; “anything before a fresh public discussion of my poor Sophy’s death.”

“Oh!  Who is the lady?”

“There is only one lady possible.”

“Marion Glamis?”

“I thought you could say ’who’.”

“I hope to heaven you will never marry that woman!  She is false from head to foot.  I would rather see another fisher-girl here than Marion Glamis.”

“You yourself have made it impossible for me to marry any one but Marion; though, believe me, if I could find another ‘fisher-girl’ like Sophy, I would defy everything, and gladly and proudly marry her to-morrow.”

“That is understood; you need not reiterate.  I see through Miss Glamis now, the deceitful, ungrateful creature!”

“Mother, I am going to marry Miss Glamis.  You must teach yourself to speak respectfully of her.”

“I hate her worse than I hated Sophy.  I am the most wretched of women;” and her air of misery was so genuine and hopeless that it hurt Archie very sensibly.

“I am sorry,” he said; “but you, and you only, are to blame.  I have no need to go over your plans and plots for this very end; I have no need to remind you how you seasoned every hour of poor Sophy’s life with your regrets that Marion was not my wife.  These circumstances would not have influenced me, but her name has been mixed up with mine and smirched in the contact.”

“And you will make a woman with a ‘smirched’ name Mistress of Braelands?  Have you no family pride?”

“I will wrong no woman, if I know it; that is my pride.  If I wrong them, I will right them.  However, I give myself no credit about righting Marion, her father made me do so.”

“My humiliation is complete, I shall die of shame.”

“Oh, no!  You will do as I do—­make the best of the affair.  You can talk of Marion’s fortune and of her relationship to the Earl of Glamis, and so on.”

“That nasty, bullying old man!  And you to be frightened by him!  It is too shameful.”

“I was not frightened by him; but I have dragged one poor innocent woman’s name through the dust and dirt of public discussion, and, before God, Mother, I would rather die than do the same wrong to another.  You know the Admiral’s temper; once roused to action, he would spare no one, not even his own daughter.  It was then my duty to protect her.”

“I have nursed a viper, and it has bitten me.  To-night I feel as if the bite would be fatal.”

“Marion is not a viper; she is only a woman bent on protecting herself.  However, I wish you would remember that she is to be your daughter-in-law, and try and meet her on a pleasant basis.  Any more scandal about Braelands will compel me to shut up this house absolutely and go abroad to live.”

The next day Madame put all her pride and hatred out of sight and went to call on Marion with congratulations; but the girl was not deceived.  She gave her the conventional kiss, and said all that it was proper to say; but Madame’s overtures were not accepted.

“It is only a flag of truce,” thought Madame as she drove homeward, “and after she is married to Archie, it will be war to the knife-hilt between us.  I can feel that, and I would not fear it if I was sure of Archie.  But alas, he is so changed!  He is so changed!”

Marion’s thoughts were not more friendly, and she did not scruple to express them in words to her father.  “That dreadful old woman was here this afternoon,” she said.  “She tried to flatter me; she tried to make me believe she was glad I was going to marry Archie.  What a consummate old hypocrite she is!  I wonder if she thinks I will live in the same house with her?”

“Of course she thinks so.”

“I will not.  Archie and I have agreed to marry next Christmas.  She will move into her own house in time to hold her Christmas there.”

“I wouldn’t insist on that, Marion.  She has lived at Braelands nearly all her life.  The Dower House is but a wretched place after it.  The street in which it stands has become not only poor, but busy, and the big garden that was round it when the home was settled on her was sold in Archie’s father’s time, bit by bit, for shops and a preserving factory.  You cannot send her to the Dower House.”

“She cannot stay at Braelands.  She charges the very air of any house she is in with hatred and quarrelling.  Every one knows she has saved money; if she does not like the Dower House, she can go to Edinburgh, or London, or anywhere she likes—­the further away from Braelands, the better.”