MAGGIE’S FLIGHT.
“She has profaned the sacred name
of Friend
And worn it to vileness”
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“Ah, wretched and too solitary he
Who loves not his own company!”
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“Fortune came smiling to the maid,
and woo’d her”
Life would be but a mean abode for
men and women if they could not open the windows of
their souls and look beyond it. During the weeks
which immediately followed Janet Caird’s association
with Maggie she felt this truth, though she did not
define the feeling to herself. She only realized
the comfort of withdrawing from the fretful presence
of her aunt to the contemplative, passionless serenity
of the Word of God. But even this was an offence.
“What are you doing at a’, Maggie?”
was the certain inquiry if she went to the quiet of
her own room for an hour.
“I’m reading the Book a wee, Aunt Janet.”
The comments upon this reply varied,
according to Janet’s temper. Sometimes
it was, “Well, the gude ken, you need to read
it.” Again it would be, “Havers!
Hoo can the like o’ you understand it, and no
man body to gie you the sense?” And if the volume
happened to be one from Allan’s small library,
her railing at “no-vels and the sin o’
them” was unstinted.
But the real cause of difference between
the women was far beyond Maggie’s knowledge
or power to alter. It had sprung up the very hour
that David asked her to come to Pittenloch and be
a companion to his sister. No sooner had he left
her than she began to consider in what light the proposition
could bring her personally the most respect and sympathy,
and a neighbor coming in at the moment, she found
in her own small boast the key-note of her future
treatment of her niece.
“I hae been called for, Mistress
Futtrit, a’ the road to Pittenloch,” she
said, with a sigh; “my nephew is settled for
the ministry—an’ nae less—
and I maun just gae and tak’ the guiding o’
his sister and his hoose.”
“You’re auld to be fashed
wi’ a bairn noo, Mistress Caird.”
“Na, na, it isna a bairn; Maggie
Promoter is a braw, handsome lass, wi’ mair
lovers than she has fingers and toes.”
“But that’s waur than
a bairn. You’ll be worn oot wi’ the
care o’ it. I ken by the heartaches my
ain Baubie gied me. Early and late she keepit
me in het water.”
“I hear tell that oor Maggie
is just extraordinar’ handsome and extraordinar’
self-willed. I ken I’m going to sorrow,
but her fayther was my brither, and I’ll hae
to do my duty, or be a meeserable woman.”
“It’s a credit to you,
Mistress Caird, to hae feelings like them, and you’ll
be supported dootless.”
Jean Futtrit’s pretty Baubie
had not always behaved well; and Jean was suspicious
of all other young girls. She had thought the
worst of Maggie at once, and she made Janet Caird
feel herself to be a very meritorious domestic martyr
in accepting the charge of her. This idea satisfied
Janet’s craving for praise and sympathy; she
fully endorsed it; she began to take credit for her
prudence and propriety before she even entered upon
her new life.
And circumstances in Pittenloch favored
Janet; in a few days she had received so much condolence,
and had committed herself so completely regarding
her niece, that nothing could have induced her to reconsider
her conduct. Every trifle also in Maggie’s
attitude testified against herself. She resented
the constant conclaves of tea-drinking, gossiping women
in her house, and she was too honest-hearted to hide
her disapproval from them. The result was, that
backed by Janet Caird, they came still more frequently,
and were more and more offensive. If she determined
to make the best of the matter, and remained with
them, she was subjected to advices, and innuendoes,
and rude jokes, almost intolerable; and if she went
away she was accused of bad temper, of a greedy, grudging
disposition, and of contempt for her own people and
class.
If Maggie had been wise enough to
attend faithfully the weekly meeting in Elder Mackelvine’s
cottage, she would have silenced many of her enemies.
But this one evening Maggie looked forward to, on different
grounds; Janet Caird never missed the meeting, and
her absence gave Maggie two sweet hours alone in her
home. She locked her door, visited Allan’s
room, changed her book, and afterward sat still, and
let the time slip away in thoughts sacred to her own
heart.
As the end of the year approached
Dr. Balmuto was expected. He made a visit to
Pittenloch every three months. Then he consoled
the sick, baptized weakly infants, reproved those
who had been negligent in attending kirk, and catechised
and examined the young people previous to their admission
to The Tables. Maggie had not been very faithful
about the ordinances. The weather had been bad,
the landward road was dangerous when snow had fallen,
and she did not like going in the boats among so many
who gave her only looks of grave disapproval.
So she had made many excuses, and in this matter Janet
Caird had let her take her own way without opposition.
Absence from kirk was a proof of a falling away from
grace, which in the eyes of these people was beyond
explanation; provided the delinquent was not unmistakably
sick.
The minister had noticed Maggie’s
frequent lapses from duty. He spoke to Elder
Mackelvine about it; and as the elder was in a manner
responsible for the flock to his superior shepherd,
he felt obliged to repeat much of the gossip he had
heard. He had no ill will to the girl, far from
it; yet unknowingly he did her many wrongs, even though
he distinctly said, “he knew no ill of
Maggie Promoter, and was but repeating what a lot of
idle women said.”
But Dr. Balmuto was troubled and alarmed.
He thought not only of Maggie, but also of David.
He had sanctioned his ambition for the ministry, and
had helped him toward the office; and he could not
bear to think of a whisper against a name likely to
stand in the list of God’s servants. He
was angry at Maggie’s imprudences, even if they
were no worse than imprudences. He paid a special
visit to the Promoter cottage, and putting aside Mistress
Caird with a polite wave of the hand which greatly
impressed her, he demanded to see Maggie alone.
He told her frankly all that he had
heard, and the girl was astounded. There was
just truth enough with every lie to carry the lie through.
Many of them she found it almost hopeless to try to
explain; and when the doctor asked her, “if
there had been any words of love between Mr. Campbell
and herself?” she could not deny it. She
remained speechless, and the minister thought very
badly of the woman dumb and blushing before him.
“Mind what I tell you, Maggie
Promoter,” he said sternly, “I know the
young man Campbell. He is none of your kind.
He cannot make you his wife. If he could, you
would be wretched, for he would soon scorn you.
Can the eagle mate with the kittywake? Sin and
sorrow come of such love making. It will ruin
both David and yourself. Mind, I have warned you.
If you were my own daughter I would say no less to
you.”
“There has been nae wrang word
between us, sir. Nae word my ain fayther and
mither mightna hae listened to. That is the truth,
sir.”
“Then do not hold yourself apart
from your own people. Don’t fret about
the young man’s absence, and neglect the ordinances
to do it; remember they are for your comfort and salvation.”
“Folks hae thocht ill o’
me, sir; and they treat me according to their ill
thochts:—and I wish Davie was hame, for
I’m broken-hearted wi’ the wrang that
is done me; morning, noon and night,” she said
warmly.
“Keep your temper and hold your
tongue, Maggie. I suffer no woman to rail in
my presence. Do well, and you will be well spoken
of, and doubtless also, well treated.”
She covered her face with her hands
and sobbed bitterly; and his heart relented a little.
“I am glad to see the tears, Maggie; no one can
do more than be sorry for their sins and then mend
them. Come, come, lassie; turn over a new leaf,
and the future shall mend the past.”
“There is naething to mend,
sir. I hae done no wrang to man, woman, or child.
You should hae stood up for the orphan lass, that has
nae one near to befriend her; but when a’ men
are against me—then I’ll lippen to
the Lord!”
Her short passionate rain of tears
was over. She stood erect, calm, perhaps with
an air of indifference. The doctor was much annoyed;
he felt that he had failed in reaching the girl’s
heart, and he went away with that sense of irritation
which our inabilities always leave with us.
Maggie did not go out of the cottage
for a week. She was expecting David home for
the holidays, and she confidently looked for him to
right her. Unfortunately, David came by Kinkell,
and called first at Dr. Balmuto’s. He had
done very well in his Greek and Hebrew, and he wished
to show the minister that his kindness had been appreciated
and improved. Dr. Balmuto received David a little
coldly. He had not really been moved to help him
by any personal liking, but rather from a conscientious
conviction that the young man had a decided vocation
for theology. In fact, there had always been
a tinge of self-satisfaction about David which he seriously
disliked, and for which very reason he had once sent
him back to the boats to learn humility. Though
honestly pleased at his progress, he did not think
it well to praise him too much; especially as he observed
that David boasted in a quiet way of the favor shown
him by his teachers, and named, when there was no
occasion for naming it, the circumstance of having
been twice asked to dinner by Prof. Laird.
“This and that is all very well,
and I am glad of it, David,” he said; “but
your name must be kept stainless; and the more learned
you are, the more people will look up to you, and
the more readily the fly in the ointment will be seen
and heard tell of. I am sorry to say your sister
has been very imprudent. Pittenloch does nothing
but talk of her queer ways, and doubtless there have
been love promises between her and Mr. Campbell.
Now if there is ill said about him and your sister,
you must see that it puts you in a bad light to take
any favor whatever from him.”
David rose angrily. “I
canna let even you, sir, speak ill in that way about
Maggie. I was by her side until Mr. Campbell left
Pittenloch. And I will defend his name as well
as Maggie’s. There was not the wrong thocht
in either of their hearts. I am sure o’
that.”
“I am glad to hear you speak
so bravely and confidently. Go home, and put
your house in better order than it is. There seems
to be ill-will and unhappiness in it. Make your
women walk circumspectly, and give no occasion for
people to take your name up. Your name is not
to be lightly used now, David Promoter.”
David had looked forward to this visit,
anticipated the minister’s praises and satisfaction,
had even brought him a little present of some fine
tobacco. He left the manse with a sense of anger
and humiliation, and with the tobacco in his pocket.
He had found no opportunity to offer it. And
the home-coming from which Maggie had expected so much
was an unhappy one. David blamed her for Dr.
Balmuto’s coldness and apparent lack of interest
in his affairs; and whether Maggie had done wrong,
or had only been wronged, he felt that she had injured
him and his prospects. Nervous and sensitive
to a foolish degree on the subject of social respect
from those in authority, he gave to the affair far
more importance than it deserved. He made Maggie
almost feel as if she had brought absolute and irretrievable
ruin upon him.
Still he would not be unjust to her,
nor listen to any accusation not made before her face.
Even Aunt Janet, though she attacked David on his weakest
side, by giving him all the respect due to a placed
minister, did not succeed in gaining his private ear.
“I’ll give nae occasion for backbiting,”
he said, “tell me when Maggie is present, what
you have to say against her.”
“She read novels, instead of
working at her trade—she held herself aloof
from people, and stayed by herself. She did not
go regularly to kirk and meeting. She had spent
good money having the ‘Allan Campbell’
put in order, yet she would neither lend nor hire
the boat when it was asked of her. She kept Mr.
Campbell’s room locked up, and would not even
let a friend of the family drink a cup of tea inside
it. She was queer and cold to all the lads, and
had been specially rude to Angus Raith, whose mother
was Mistress Caird’s chief friend. Folks,
too, wondered where she got money, and Maggie had
not respected their curiosity, and satisfied them
that she was living honest.”
These were Aunt Janet’s principal
accusations against her niece. Maggie answered
them very plainly. She declared that she could
not get work, because her aunt’s complaints
had deprived her of all her friends. The books
she read were the same books Mr. Campbell had read
aloud to them both. As for the boat, she did
not want it to go to waste, and if she loaned it to
one person, she might as well have given it to the
village. If she had taken hire, it would have
been a great offence, and worse said of her, than
for keeping it at anchor. As it was, she asserted
Aunt Janet had lent it to the Raiths frequently, without
her knowledge or consent at the time.
“Not mair than three times,
Maggie,” interrupted Mrs. Caird, “and you
were that ill-tempered I couldna ask you anent it.
You wad hae snappit my head aff.”
“That was three times o’er
many, aunt,” answered David; “the boat
was Maggie’s; folks should speer it of hersel’;
I would hae nae right to lend it, and I wouldna do
it, nae matter wha asked it o’ me.”
“The Raiths are gude frien’s”—
“For a’ the Raiths in Fife and Moray,
no!”
“Then Davie, as for letting
Mr. Campbell’s room be for the use of a’
and sundry that liked it, how could I? You ken,
he told me tak’ care o’ the pictures and
books inside it.”
“You wad hae as much right to
his purse as his room, if he had left his purse in
your keeping. The room wasna yours to lend, Maggie.”
“And, Davie, I dinna like Angus
Raith, and his mither is here the day lang, and till
the late night; and Angus is aye to convoy her hame;
and he sits in your chair, and glowers at me, or he
says words I canna listen till, and I want nae love
from him or any other man. If you will be a brither
to me, and no let folks tread my gude name in the mire,
I’ll aye be a true sister to you, Davie, and
I’ll care for nane but you.”
“I’ll let nane say ill
o’ you, if you dinna deserve it, Maggie.
Folks should think shame o’ themselves to set
on a lass without man or woman to stand by her.”
“I’m sure I aye said what
I could wi’ truth for the lassie.”
“I dinna think it. And
as for Maggie’s money, that is Maggie’s
business and my business. Maggie’s money
is clean money, every penny o’ it. There
is my word for that. I am sure it was weel kent
that fayther left money lying in Largo Bank; but I’ll
gie accounts to nane; and I’ll not hae Maggie
asked for them either. As for Angus Raith, he
might hae taken his ‘no’ before this.
I’ll not blame Maggie for not liking him; and
I wad be as weel pleased for Maggie to bide single,
till I hae my ain manse to marry her from. Now
I willna hae my life and prospects wrecked for women’s
battlement and quarrels;” and then David very
foolishly spoke of Dr. Balmuto’s coldness to
him; and on this subject David got warm and eloquent,
and Aunt Janet perceived that the minister was disposed
to blame Maggie.
Before leaving for his classes again,
he did what he thought was the prudent thing to do
for all parties. He really satisfied no one.
Maggie felt that he had been less kind to her in many
ways than he ought to have been. The villagers
resented the change in his manners and speech.
Their affairs, never interesting to him, were now
distasteful; he went little among them, but sat most
of his time reading in his own cottage. If he
walked down to the pier or the boat-house, he brought
unavoidably a different element with him. The
elder men disputed all he said, the younger ones took
little notice of him. He might have understood
from his own experience what Maggie was suffering;
but David had his mind full of grand themes, and he
brushed the opinions of a few fishermen off, as he
brushed a fly from his open book. After he had
returned to Glasgow, Aunt Janet said, with an air
of wrong and offence—“Brither and
sister sail in one boat;” and she had more sympathy
for her opinion.
The dreariest part of the winter was
to come. David was not to return home again until
the end of July; perhaps not even then. He had
been spoken to about spending the long vacation with
Prof. Laird’s son in the Hebrides, as a
kind of travelling tutor; and he hoped for the appointment.
If he got it a whole year might pass before his next
visit to Pittenloch. And Maggie’s position
had not been in any respect bettered, either by the
minister’s or David’s interference.
Aunt Janet had received no special reproofs or threats
for her encroachments on Maggie’s rights, and
she made a point of extending them in many ways.
Before March was over the girl was growing desperate.
Character is cumulative, and Maggie
had been through these days of mean and bitter trials
unconsciously gathering strength. She was not
the same woman that had stood reproachful at destiny
by the beached boat eleven months before. Yet
even then she had nursed a rebellious thought against
the hopelessness of Fate. She had refused to believe
that the boat had been built and destined for death
and destruction; if something had been done, which
had not been done, it would have come safe to harbor.
So also she would not believe that her own misery
was beyond help, and that all that remained to her
was a weary hoping and watching for Allan’s return.
She was just at the point when endurance
is waiting for the last unendurable straw, when one
morning Angus Raith called early, and asked permission
to use the “Allan Campbell” for a day’s
fishing. “Tak’ her and welcome,”
answered Janet Caird, promptly.
“Aunt Janet, you hae nae right
to lend what isna yours, nor ever like to be yours.
David told you that plain as words could mak’
it.”
“You and your brither wear the
life oot o’ me, wi’ your pride and ill-temper.
Tak’ the boat, Angus.”
“You let it alone, Angus.
It is my boat, and I’ll send the water-bailiff
after you for theft, if you lift her anchor.”
“You will, will you? You
mean meeserable hizzy! Then you’ll hae to
tak me up wi’ Angus; for I’m wi’
him, and will stand by him, afore a’ the lords
o’ Edinburgh. Tak’ the boat, Angus.
I’ll tak’ the blame o’ it! David
Promoter willna publish a thief in his ain house; he’s
o’er much set up wi’ himsel’ and
his gude name.”
“Thank you, Mistress Caird;
I’ll tak’ it. If a man tak’s
your sweetheart, you may weel tak’ his boat.
I’ll bring you part o’ my luck, when the
boat comes hame at night.”
“Dinna count your feesh, until
you’ve caught them, Angus Raith,” said
Maggie, passionately; “and as for luck, it is
bad luck you deserve, and bad luck you’ll get,
wi’ your stolen boat.”
“Hear to the lass! bespeaking
sorrow for gude men, on a gude day’s wark!”
Maggie answered not a word; she turned
dourly round, went into her room and locked it.
“I’ll run awa’ from it a’!”
and in the first moment of her solitary passion of
grief, the words struck her like an order. In
great emergencies, the soul does gives orders; clear,
prompt, decisive words, that leave no shadow of doubt
behind them. “Go” said her soul to
her, and she began immediately to consider her plans.
She did not want for money. She had upwards of
£23 left, beside an order for the £50 lying in Largo
Bank, which David had insisted on her keeping in case
any sudden need came for it.
“I’ll put on my kirk clothes,
and I’ll go to Kinkell; Watty Young will carry
me in his wagon to Stirling, and there, I’ll
tak’ a train for Glasgow. David will find
some way to get me a shelter, and I can sew, and earn
my ain bite and sup.”
This was her simple, straightforward
plan, and as soon as she had determined to go away,
it seemed wonderful to her that she had not done it
sooner. “But one canna cross the stile till
they get to it,” she reflected; now however
the idea took complete possession of her. She
heard Mrs. Raith and various other women talking with
her aunt: she heard herself repeatedly called
to come and look after the broth, or other domestic
concerns, but she took no notice of any demand upon
her. She occupied the morning in locking away
her simple treasures, and in making into a small bundle
a linsey dress and a change of linen. She did
not notice, until her room grew suddenly dark, that
the wind had risen, and the sky become black and stormy.
Some uneasy presentiment drove her then to the cottage
door, where she stood with the rain blowing into her
face, watching the boats tossing back to harbor.
“You see what your ill wishes
hae brought. I hope there mayna be lives lost
by your temper.”
“Parfect nonsense! There
is nae ill wish that is mair than idle breath, if
it be na His will.”
Just at dusk there was an outcry and
a clamor of women’s voices followed by passionate
wailing, and a few minutes afterward Mistress Raith
ran shrieking into the cottage. “The ‘Allan
Campbell’ has gone to the bottom, and my boy
Laurie wi’ her. Oh, the ill heart, and the
ill tongue o’ you, Maggie Promoter! I’d
like fine to send you after him! Gie us a help,
wives, and let’s gie her a ducking at the vera
least!” The wretched mother was half crazy,
and Maggie fled from her presence. The circumstance
was the seal to her purpose. She knew well how
her few angry words would be held against her, and
she said mournfully, “There’s nae hope
o’ kindness nor justice here for me. I
should hae gane this morning when the thocht came
to me. I wad hae been on the road to Stirling
ere this.”
There was a constant succession of
visitors at the cottage until late, but as soon as
all was quiet, Maggie went to her wretched hearthstone,
and silently made herself a cup of tea. Janet
Caird sat rocking herself to and fro, bewailing the
dead, and the living; but yet carefully watching the
unusual proceedings and dress of her niece. At
length, finding Maggie was not to be provoked into
words, she pretended suddenly to observe her kirk
clothes—“Whatna for hae you that fine
merino on this night? Surely, Maggie Promoter,
you arena thinking o’ going to the house o’
mourning —you, that ought to be on your
bended knees for the ill wishes you sent the puir
lad to the bottom wi’. And after a’
it wasna Angus but little Laurie that got the weight
o’ your ill thochts!”
“Do stop, aunt. Say them
words to the minister, and hear the reproof you’ll
get! As if the breath o’ an angry woman
could make Him turn the keys that nane turn but Him.
And if you want to ken whar I am going, I may as weel
tell you now, as the morn. I am going to my brither
Davie, for I cannot thole the bad tongue and the bad
heart o’ you, anither day.”
“Hear to the wicked lass!
My bad tongue! My bad heart! I sall scream
oot at sich words—”
“Dinna flyte mair at me for
ony sake, Aunt Janet. You’ll get the hoose
to yoursel’ in the early morning.”
“And then what sail I do?
A puir auld woman wiled awa’ frae her ain hame.”
“Aunt Janet, you can go back
to your ain hame. There is nane to hinder you.
When you are ready, lock the door, and gie the key
to Elder Mackelvine. But if you like this bien
comfortable cottage better than the one bit empty
room David took you from, you can stay in it your lane.
I wadna bide wi’ you anither day for gude words,
nor gude gold; no, nor for onything else.”
“My bite and sup were aye sure
at Dron Point; but what will I do here at a’?
Hae you made a provision for the five shillings weekly?”
“Na, na; I hae paid that o’er
lang. At Dron Point you spun your pickle o’
tow, and you nursed the sick folk. There is mair
spinning here, and mair sick folk. You are nae
waur off, but better. And it is little o’
the siller I hae given you that has been spent.
A’ expenses hae come oot o’ my pocket.”
“I’ll no hear tell o’you
going awa’! Sich daftness. And surely
if you will gae, you’ll no leave an auld body
like me wi’out some sma’ income. You
that’s got siller.”
“I hae nae mair than I want.
But I’ll ask Davie to do what he thinks he can
do for you; seeing that you are my fayther’s
sister. Puir fayther! I hope he doesna ken
how hard you hae been on me.”
“You sall not go! I’ll no be left
my lane—”
“I tell you, aunt, I am going
in the morning. There is naebody in Pittenloch
can stop me; no, nor Doctor Balmuto himsel’.”
Still Janet Caird scarcely believed
Maggie. The girl had never been further from
home than Kinkell. She thought she would go first
to the minister, and she felt sure the minister would
send her back home. So when Maggie passed out
of the door soon after daybreak, and said “good-bye,
Aunt Janet,” the old woman answered with an affected
laugh—“gude-bye till the sun is doon.
The night will bring you hame, Maggie.”
Maggie took the hills and was far
up them before the village was astir. She had
no intention of calling upon the minister; she still
resented his last conversation with her, and after
what he had said to Davie she had little hopes of
obtaining a kind hearing from him just yet. She
found Sandy Young’s wagon nearly ready to start
for Stirling, and she easily got a seat in it.
It was a slow, lumbering conveyance, but she was in
no hurry; and she enjoyed very much the leisurely
drive through lanes, and inland hamlets, and queer
old towns. It was a strange and wonderful experience
to a girl who had seen little of nature but the sea
and the rocks, and little of men, save the men and
women of her own distinctive class.
On the evening of the third day she
reached Glasgow. It was a clear, blowing March
day, very near the anniversary of her father’s
and brothers’ death. Glasgow was in one
of its brightest moods; the streets clean and crowded,
and the lamplighters just beginning to light them.
She easily found her way to the Candleriggs, and to
the house in which David lodged. Here, for the
first time, her heart failed her. She loitered
about the window of the bakery until she had a sense
of shame and hunger and weariness that overcame all
her fears. “I’m wanting Mr. Promoter,
ma’am,” she said at length to the woman
behind the counter, and the woman looking sharply
at her answered, “He’s in his room.
Go through the close and up the stair; it’s
at the right hand side.”
It seemed strange to knock at her
brother’s door, and yet Maggie felt as if David
would expect it of her. He answered the timid
summons by a loud peremptory “Come in;”
but when Maggie entered he leaped to his feet in amazement,
and let the big book in his hand fall to the floor.
There were the remains of tea on the table, and a
young man who was sitting with David had pushed the
cups aside, and filled their places with his papers
and books.
“Maggie!”
“Ay, it’s me, Davie.”
“What has brought you to Glasgow?”
“You ken I wouldna come without
a good reason. I hope I am na unwelcome.”
Her eyes filled, she could scarcely endure the strain
of uncertainty as she stood before him.
Then he took her hands and kissed
her brow, and said, “Cameron, this is my sister,
my only near relative, so I’m sure you’ll
excuse me the night.” And the young man,
who had been gazing with delight on Maggie’s
beauty, rose with an apology and went away.
“Now, Maggie, I want to know what has brought
you here?”
“Gie me some bread and tea first,
for I am fair famished, and then I’ll tell you.”
“I must also speak to the good
wife about a sleeping place for you under her own
eye. You’ll be going back to-morrow ’”
“I’ll not go back to Pittenloch
again.” Then she told him all the wrong
and shame and sorrow that had dogged her life since
he had left her at the New Year. “Let me
stay near by you, Davie. I can sew, I can go oot
to service. I’ll be happy if I see you
one hour on the Sabbath day.”
His face was white and stern and pitiless.
“You want to ruin my life, Maggie, and your
ain too. Mr. Cameron will speak of having seen
you here. And it is nae less than evendown ruin
for a theology student to have women-folks coming
to his room—young women like yoursel’.”
“I’m your ain sister, Davie.”
“Who is to know that? Can
I go about saying to this one and to that one ’the
woman who came to see me, or the woman I went to see,
on Sabbath last is my sister.’ It would
not do for you to stay here, for I have company to
see me and to study with me, and you and I would both
be spoken of. It would not be right for you to
take a room and live by yourself, and sew out by the
day. You are too noticeable, and I could not spare
the time to call and look after you in any way.
And as to going out to service, I am mair than astonished
to hear you naming a thing like that. We are fisher
folk. Nane of the Promoters ever served mortal
man as hand-maid or flunkey. We have always served
God and cast the nets for a living. We werena
indebted to any human being. We aye took our daily
bread from His hand. And if you, Maggie Promoter,
would dare to go out as a servant I would give you
the back of my hand for ever.”
“Then what will I do, Davie?
What will I do? I am sae miserable. Do hae
some pity on me.”
“You speak as if happiness was
‘the because’ of life. Do? Do
your duty, and you will be happy, whatever wind blows.
And as to my having pity on you, I would love you
little if I gave way now to your impatience and your
wounded pride. Who loves you if I don’t?
I am aye thinking of the days when we will have a
braw house of our ain. Can you not wait?”
“It is lang waiting; and many
a hope goes wi’ the weeks and the months.
Davie, I canna go back.”
“You must go back. I will
write a letter to Dr. Balmuto and ask him to put you
with some decent family in Kinkell: and keep his
own eye on you. What can you want more than that?
And let me tell you, Maggie, I think it very unsisterly
of you, bothering and hampering me with women’s
quarrels, when I am making myself a name among them
that will be looked to for the carrying on o’
the kirk in the future. But I’ll say no
more, and I’ll forgive this romantic folly o’
yours, and to-morrow I’ll put you in the Stirling
train, and you’ll go, as I tell you, to Dr. Balmuto.”
Maggie made no further objections.
David wrote the promised letter, and he spent a part
of the next day in showing her the “wonderfuls”
of the cathedral and the college. He was even
gentle with her at the last, and not a little proud
of the evident sensation her fresh, brilliant beauty
caused; and he asked her about her money matters, and
when he put her in the train, kissed her fondly; and
bade her “be brave, and patient, and cheerful.”
And still Maggie said nothing.
Her eyes were full of tears, and she looked once or
twice at her brother in a way that made his heart dirl
and ache; but she seemed to have resigned herself
to his direction. Only, at the first station
beyond Glasgow, she got out of the train, and she allowed
it to go on to Stirling without her.