When Scrooge awoke, it was so
dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish
the transparent window from the opaque walls of his
chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness
with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring
church struck the four quarters. So he listened
for the hour.
To his great astonishment the heavy
bell went on from six to seven, and from seven to
eight, and regularly up to twelve; then stopped.
Twelve! It was past two when he went to bed.
The clock was wrong. An icicle must have got
into the works. Twelve!
He touched the spring of his repeater,
to correct this most preposterous clock. Its
rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped.
“Why, it isn’t possible,”
said Scrooge, “that I can have slept through
a whole day and far into another night. It isn’t
possible that anything has happened to the sun, and
this is twelve at noon!”
The idea being an alarming one, he
scrambled out of bed, and groped his way to the window.
He was obliged to rub the frost off with the sleeve
of his dressing-gown before he could see anything;
and could see very little then. All he could
make out was, that it was still very foggy and extremely
cold, and that there was no noise of people running
to and fro, and making a great stir, as there unquestionably
would have been if night had beaten off bright day,
and taken possession of the world. This was
a great relief, because “three days after sight
of this First of Exchange pay to Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge
or his order,” and so forth, would have become
a mere United States’ security if there were
no days to count by.
Scrooge went to bed again, and thought,
and thought, and thought it over and over and over,
and could make nothing of it. The more he thought,
the more perplexed he was; and the more he endeavoured
not to think, the more he thought.
Marley’s Ghost bothered him
exceedingly. Every time he resolved within himself,
after mature inquiry, that it was all a dream, his
mind flew back again, like a strong spring released,
to its first position, and presented the same problem
to be worked all through, “Was it a dream or
not?”
Scrooge lay in this state until the
chime had gone three quarters more, when he remembered,
on a sudden, that the Ghost had warned him of a visitation
when the bell tolled one. He resolved to lie
awake until the hour was passed; and, considering that
he could no more go to sleep than go to Heaven, this
was perhaps the wisest resolution in his power.
The quarter was so long, that he was
more than once convinced he must have sunk into a
doze unconsciously, and missed the clock. At
length it broke upon his listening ear.
“Ding, dong!”
“A quarter past,” said Scrooge, counting.
“Ding, dong!”
“Half-past!” said Scrooge.
“Ding, dong!”
“A quarter to it,” said Scrooge.
“Ding, dong!”
“The hour itself,” said Scrooge, triumphantly,
“and nothing else!”
He spoke before the hour bell sounded,
which it now did with a deep, dull, hollow, melancholy
one. Light flashed up in the room upon
the instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn.
The curtains of his bed were drawn
aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the curtains
at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those
to which his face was addressed. The curtains
of his bed were drawn aside; and Scrooge, starting
up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face
to face with the unearthly visitor who drew them:
as close to it as I am now to you, and I am standing
in the spirit at your elbow.
It was a strange figure—like
a child: yet not so like a child as like an old
man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which
gave him the appearance of having receded from the
view, and being diminished to a child’s proportions.
Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its back,
was white as if with age; and yet the face had not
a wrinkle in it, and the tenderest bloom was on the
skin. The arms were very long and muscular; the
hands the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength.
Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like
those upper members, bare. It wore a tunic of
the purest white; and round its waist was bound a
lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful.
It held a branch of fresh green holly in its hand;
and, in singular contradiction of that wintry emblem,
had its dress trimmed with summer flowers. But
the strangest thing about it was, that from the crown
of its head there sprung a bright clear jet of light,
by which all this was visible; and which was doubtless
the occasion of its using, in its duller moments, a
great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held under
its arm.
Even this, though, when Scrooge looked
at it with increasing steadiness, was not its strangest
quality. For as its belt sparkled and glittered
now in one part and now in another, and what was light
one instant, at another time was dark, so the figure
itself fluctuated in its distinctness: being now
a thing with one arm, now with one leg, now with twenty
legs, now a pair of legs without a head, now a head
without a body: of which dissolving parts, no
outline would be visible in the dense gloom wherein
they melted away. And in the very wonder of this,
it would be itself again; distinct and clear as ever.
“Are you the Spirit, sir, whose
coming was foretold to me?” asked Scrooge.
“I am!”
The voice was soft and gentle.
Singularly low, as if instead of being so close beside
him, it were at a distance.
“Who, and what are you?” Scrooge demanded.
“I am the Ghost of Christmas Past.”
“Long Past?” inquired
Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish stature.
“No. Your past.”
Perhaps, Scrooge could not have told
anybody why, if anybody could have asked him; but
he had a special desire to see the Spirit in his cap;
and begged him to be covered.
“What!” exclaimed the
Ghost, “would you so soon put out, with worldly
hands, the light I give? Is it not enough that
you are one of those whose passions made this cap,
and force me through whole trains of years to wear
it low upon my brow!”
Scrooge reverently disclaimed all
intention to offend or any knowledge of having wilfully
“bonneted” the Spirit at any period of
his life. He then made bold to inquire what business
brought him there.
“Your welfare!” said the Ghost.
Scrooge expressed himself much obliged,
but could not help thinking that a night of unbroken
rest would have been more conducive to that end.
The Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it said
immediately:
“Your reclamation, then. Take heed!”
It put out its strong hand as it spoke,
and clasped him gently by the arm.
“Rise! and walk with me!”
It would have been in vain for Scrooge
to plead that the weather and the hour were not adapted
to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm, and the
thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was
clad but lightly in his slippers, dressing-gown, and
nightcap; and that he had a cold upon him at that
time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman’s
hand, was not to be resisted. He rose: but
finding that the Spirit made towards the window, clasped
his robe in supplication.
“I am a mortal,” Scrooge
remonstrated, “and liable to fall.”
“Bear but a touch of my hand
there,” said the Spirit, laying it upon his
heart, “and you shall be upheld in more than
this!”
As the words were spoken, they passed
through the wall, and stood upon an open country road,
with fields on either hand. The city had entirely
vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen.
The darkness and the mist had vanished with it, for
it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow upon the
ground.
“Good Heaven!” said Scrooge,
clasping his hands together, as he looked about him.
“I was bred in this place. I was a boy
here!”
The Spirit gazed upon him mildly.
Its gentle touch, though it had been light and instantaneous,
appeared still present to the old man’s sense
of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odours
floating in the air, each one connected with a thousand
thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and cares long, long,
forgotten!
“Your lip is trembling,”
said the Ghost. “And what is that upon
your cheek?”
Scrooge muttered, with an unusual
catching in his voice, that it was a pimple; and begged
the Ghost to lead him where he would.
“You recollect the way?” inquired the
Spirit.
“Remember it!” cried Scrooge
with fervour; “I could walk it blindfold.”
“Strange to have forgotten it
for so many years!” observed the Ghost.
“Let us go on.”
They walked along the road, Scrooge
recognising every gate, and post, and tree; until
a little market-town appeared in the distance, with
its bridge, its church, and winding river. Some
shaggy ponies now were seen trotting towards them
with boys upon their backs, who called to other boys
in country gigs and carts, driven by farmers.
All these boys were in great spirits, and shouted
to each other, until the broad fields were so full
of merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear
it!
“These are but shadows of the
things that have been,” said the Ghost.
“They have no consciousness of us.”
The jocund travellers came on; and
as they came, Scrooge knew and named them every one.
Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them!
Why did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up
as they went past! Why was he filled with gladness
when he heard them give each other Merry Christmas,
as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their
several homes! What was merry Christmas to Scrooge?
Out upon merry Christmas! What good had it ever
done to him?
“The school is not quite deserted,”
said the Ghost. “A solitary child, neglected
by his friends, is left there still.”
Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.
They left the high-road, by a well-remembered
lane, and soon approached a mansion of dull red brick,
with a little weathercock-surmounted cupola, on the
roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large
house, but one of broken fortunes; for the spacious
offices were little used, their walls were damp and
mossy, their windows broken, and their gates decayed.
Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the
coach-houses and sheds were over-run with grass.
Nor was it more retentive of its ancient state, within;
for entering the dreary hall, and glancing through
the open doors of many rooms, they found them poorly
furnished, cold, and vast. There was an earthy
savour in the air, a chilly bareness in the place,
which associated itself somehow with too much getting
up by candle-light, and not too much to eat.
They went, the Ghost and Scrooge,
across the hall, to a door at the back of the house.
It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare,
melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain
deal forms and desks. At one of these a lonely
boy was reading near a feeble fire; and Scrooge sat
down upon a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten
self as he used to be.
Not a latent echo in the house, not
a squeak and scuffle from the mice behind the panelling,
not a drip from the half-thawed water-spout in the
dull yard behind, not a sigh among the leafless boughs
of one despondent poplar, not the idle swinging of
an empty store-house door, no, not a clicking in the
fire, but fell upon the heart of Scrooge with a softening
influence, and gave a freer passage to his tears.
The Spirit touched him on the arm,
and pointed to his younger self, intent upon his reading.
Suddenly a man, in foreign garments: wonderfully
real and distinct to look at: stood outside the
window, with an axe stuck in his belt, and leading
by the bridle an ass laden with wood.
“Why, it’s Ali Baba!”
Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. “It’s
dear old honest Ali Baba! Yes, yes, I know!
One Christmas time, when yonder solitary child was
left here all alone, he did come, for the first time,
just like that. Poor boy! And Valentine,”
said Scrooge, “and his wild brother, Orson; there
they go! And what’s his name, who was put
down in his drawers, asleep, at the Gate of Damascus;
don’t you see him! And the Sultan’s
Groom turned upside down by the Genii; there he is
upon his head! Serve him right. I’m
glad of it. What business had he to be married
to the Princess!”
To hear Scrooge expending all the
earnestness of his nature on such subjects, in a most
extraordinary voice between laughing and crying; and
to see his heightened and excited face; would have
been a surprise to his business friends in the city,
indeed.
“There’s the Parrot!”
cried Scrooge. “Green body and yellow tail,
with a thing like a lettuce growing out of the top
of his head; there he is! Poor Robin Crusoe, he
called him, when he came home again after sailing
round the island. ’Poor Robin Crusoe, where
have you been, Robin Crusoe?’ The man thought
he was dreaming, but he wasn’t. It was
the Parrot, you know. There goes Friday, running
for his life to the little creek! Halloa!
Hoop! Halloo!”
Then, with a rapidity of transition
very foreign to his usual character, he said, in pity
for his former self, “Poor boy!” and cried
again.
“I wish,” Scrooge muttered,
putting his hand in his pocket, and looking about
him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: “but
it’s too late now.”
“What is the matter?” asked the Spirit.
“Nothing,” said Scrooge.
“Nothing. There was a boy singing a Christmas
Carol at my door last night. I should like to
have given him something: that’s all.”
The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and
waved its hand: saying as it did so, “Let
us see another Christmas!”
Scrooge’s former self grew larger
at the words, and the room became a little darker
and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows
cracked; fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling,
and the naked laths were shown instead; but how all
this was brought about, Scrooge knew no more than you
do. He only knew that it was quite correct; that
everything had happened so; that there he was, alone
again, when all the other boys had gone home for the
jolly holidays.
He was not reading now, but walking
up and down despairingly. Scrooge looked at the
Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced
anxiously towards the door.
It opened; and a little girl, much
younger than the boy, came darting in, and putting
her arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed
him as her “Dear, dear brother.”
“I have come to bring you home,
dear brother!” said the child, clapping her
tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. “To
bring you home, home, home!”
“Home, little Fan?” returned the boy.
“Yes!” said the child,
brimful of glee. “Home, for good and all.
Home, for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder
than he used to be, that home’s like Heaven!
He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was
going to bed, that I was not afraid to ask him once
more if you might come home; and he said Yes, you
should; and sent me in a coach to bring you.
And you’re to be a man!” said the child,
opening her eyes, “and are never to come back
here; but first, we’re to be together all the
Christmas long, and have the merriest time in all
the world.”
“You are quite a woman, little
Fan!” exclaimed the boy.
She clapped her hands and laughed,
and tried to touch his head; but being too little,
laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him.
Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness,
towards the door; and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied
her.
A terrible voice in the hall cried,
“Bring down Master Scrooge’s box, there!”
and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself,
who glared on Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension,
and threw him into a dreadful state of mind by shaking
hands with him. He then conveyed him and his
sister into the veriest old well of a shivering best-parlour
that ever was seen, where the maps upon the wall,
and the celestial and terrestrial globes in the windows,
were waxy with cold. Here he produced a decanter
of curiously light wine, and a block of curiously
heavy cake, and administered instalments of those
dainties to the young people: at the same time,
sending out a meagre servant to offer a glass of “something”
to the postboy, who answered that he thanked the gentleman,
but if it was the same tap as he had tasted before,
he had rather not. Master Scrooge’s trunk
being by this time tied on to the top of the chaise,
the children bade the schoolmaster good-bye right
willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily down the
garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost
and snow from off the dark leaves of the evergreens
like spray.
“Always a delicate creature,
whom a breath might have withered,” said the
Ghost. “But she had a large heart!”
“So she had,” cried Scrooge.
“You’re right. I will not gainsay
it, Spirit. God forbid!”
“She died a woman,” said
the Ghost, “and had, as I think, children.”
“One child,” Scrooge returned.
“True,” said the Ghost. “Your
nephew!”
Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind;
and answered briefly, “Yes.”
Although they had but that moment
left the school behind them, they were now in the
busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers
passed and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches
battled for the way, and all the strife and tumult
of a real city were. It was made plain enough,
by the dressing of the shops, that here too it was
Christmas time again; but it was evening, and the
streets were lighted up.
The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse
door, and asked Scrooge if he knew it.
“Know it!” said Scrooge. “Was
I apprenticed here!”
They went in. At sight of an
old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting behind such
a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller
he must have knocked his head against the ceiling,
Scrooge cried in great excitement:
“Why, it’s old Fezziwig!
Bless his heart; it’s Fezziwig alive again!”
Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and
looked up at the clock, which pointed to the hour
of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his capacious
waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes
to his organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable,
oily, rich, fat, jovial voice:
“Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!”
Scrooge’s former self, now grown
a young man, came briskly in, accompanied by his fellow-’prentice.
“Dick Wilkins, to be sure!”
said Scrooge to the Ghost. “Bless me, yes.
There he is. He was very much attached to me,
was Dick. Poor Dick! Dear, dear!”
“Yo ho, my boys!” said
Fezziwig. “No more work to-night.
Christmas Eve, Dick. Christmas, Ebenezer!
Let’s have the shutters up,” cried old
Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands, “before
a man can say Jack Robinson!”
You wouldn’t believe how those
two fellows went at it! They charged into the
street with the shutters—one, two, three—had
’em up in their places—four, five,
six—barred ’em and pinned ’em—seven,
eight, nine—and came back before you could
have got to twelve, panting like race-horses.
“Hilli-ho!” cried old
Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with wonderful
agility. “Clear away, my lads, and let’s
have lots of room here! Hilli-ho, Dick! Chirrup,
Ebenezer!”
Clear away! There was nothing
they wouldn’t have cleared away, or couldn’t
have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on.
It was done in a minute. Every movable was packed
off, as if it were dismissed from public life for
evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the lamps
were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon the fire; and the
warehouse was as snug, and warm, and dry, and bright
a ball-room, as you would desire to see upon a winter’s
night.
In came a fiddler with a music-book,
and went up to the lofty desk, and made an orchestra
of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In
came Mrs. Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile.
In came the three Miss Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable.
In came the six young followers whose hearts they
broke. In came all the young men and women employed
in the business. In came the housemaid, with
her cousin, the baker. In came the cook, with
her brother’s particular friend, the milkman.
In came the boy from over the way, who was suspected
of not having board enough from his master; trying
to hide himself behind the girl from next door but
one, who was proved to have had her ears pulled by
her mistress. In they all came, one after another;
some shyly, some boldly, some gracefully, some awkwardly,
some pushing, some pulling; in they all came, anyhow
and everyhow. Away they all went, twenty couple
at once; hands half round and back again the other
way; down the middle and up again; round and round
in various stages of affectionate grouping; old top
couple always turning up in the wrong place; new top
couple starting off again, as soon as they got there;
all top couples at last, and not a bottom one to help
them! When this result was brought about, old
Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried
out, “Well done!” and the fiddler plunged
his hot face into a pot of porter, especially provided
for that purpose. But scorning rest, upon his
reappearance, he instantly began again, though there
were no dancers yet, as if the other fiddler had been
carried home, exhausted, on a shutter, and he were
a bran-new man resolved to beat him out of sight,
or perish.
There were more dances, and there
were forfeits, and more dances, and there was cake,
and there was negus, and there was a great piece of
Cold Roast, and there was a great piece of Cold Boiled,
and there were mince-pies, and plenty of beer.
But the great effect of the evening came after the
Roast and Boiled, when the fiddler (an artful dog,
mind! The sort of man who knew his business better
than you or I could have told it him!) struck up “Sir
Roger de Coverley.” Then old Fezziwig
stood out to dance with Mrs. Fezziwig. Top couple,
too; with a good stiff piece of work cut out for them;
three or four and twenty pair of partners; people who
were not to be trifled with; people who would dance,
and had no notion of walking.
But if they had been twice as many—ah,
four times—old Fezziwig would have been
a match for them, and so would Mrs. Fezziwig.
As to her, she was worthy to be his partner in every
sense of the term. If that’s not high praise,
tell me higher, and I’ll use it. A positive
light appeared to issue from Fezziwig’s calves.
They shone in every part of the dance like moons.
You couldn’t have predicted, at any given time,
what would have become of them next. And when
old Fezziwig and Mrs. Fezziwig had gone all through
the dance; advance and retire, both hands to your
partner, bow and curtsey, corkscrew, thread-the-needle,
and back again to your place; Fezziwig “cut”—cut
so deftly, that he appeared to wink with his legs,
and came upon his feet again without a stagger.
When the clock struck eleven, this
domestic ball broke up. Mr. and Mrs. Fezziwig
took their stations, one on either side of the door,
and shaking hands with every person individually as
he or she went out, wished him or her a Merry Christmas.
When everybody had retired but the two ’prentices,
they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices
died away, and the lads were left to their beds; which
were under a counter in the back-shop.
During the whole of this time, Scrooge
had acted like a man out of his wits. His heart
and soul were in the scene, and with his former self.
He corroborated everything, remembered everything,
enjoyed everything, and underwent the strangest agitation.
It was not until now, when the bright faces of his
former self and Dick were turned from them, that he
remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it
was looking full upon him, while the light upon its
head burnt very clear.
“A small matter,” said
the Ghost, “to make these silly folks so full
of gratitude.”
“Small!” echoed Scrooge.
The Spirit signed to him to listen
to the two apprentices, who were pouring out their
hearts in praise of Fezziwig: and when he had
done so, said,
“Why! Is it not? He
has spent but a few pounds of your mortal money:
three or four perhaps. Is that so much that he
deserves this praise?”
“It isn’t that,”
said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking unconsciously
like his former, not his latter, self. “It
isn’t that, Spirit. He has the power to
render us happy or unhappy; to make our service light
or burdensome; a pleasure or a toil. Say that
his power lies in words and looks; in things so slight
and insignificant that it is impossible to add and
count ’em up: what then? The happiness
he gives, is quite as great as if it cost a fortune.”
He felt the Spirit’s glance, and stopped.
“What is the matter?” asked the Ghost.
“Nothing particular,” said Scrooge.
“Something, I think?” the Ghost insisted.
“No,” said Scrooge, “No.
I should like to be able to say a word or two to my
clerk just now. That’s all.”
His former self turned down the lamps
as he gave utterance to the wish; and Scrooge and
the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air.
“My time grows short,” observed the Spirit.
“Quick!”
This was not addressed to Scrooge,
or to any one whom he could see, but it produced an
immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself.
He was older now; a man in the prime of life.
His face had not the harsh and rigid lines of later
years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care and
avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless
motion in the eye, which showed the passion that had
taken root, and where the shadow of the growing tree
would fall.
He was not alone, but sat by the side
of a fair young girl in a mourning-dress: in
whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the
light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past.
“It matters little,” she
said, softly. “To you, very little.
Another idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer
and comfort you in time to come, as I would have tried
to do, I have no just cause to grieve.”
“What Idol has displaced you?” he rejoined.
“A golden one.”
“This is the even-handed dealing
of the world!” he said. “There is
nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there
is nothing it professes to condemn with such severity
as the pursuit of wealth!”
“You fear the world too much,”
she answered, gently. “All your other hopes
have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance
of its sordid reproach. I have seen your nobler
aspirations fall off one by one, until the master-passion,
Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?”
“What then?” he retorted.
“Even if I have grown so much wiser, what then?
I am not changed towards you.”
She shook her head.
“Am I?”
“Our contract is an old one.
It was made when we were both poor and content to
be so, until, in good season, we could improve our
worldly fortune by our patient industry. You
are changed. When it was made, you were another
man.”
“I was a boy,” he said impatiently.
“Your own feeling tells you
that you were not what you are,” she returned.
“I am. That which promised happiness when
we were one in heart, is fraught with misery now that
we are two. How often and how keenly I have thought
of this, I will not say. It is enough that I
have thought of it, and can release you.”
“Have I ever sought release?”
“In words. No. Never.”
“In what, then?”
“In a changed nature; in an
altered spirit; in another atmosphere of life; another
Hope as its great end. In everything that made
my love of any worth or value in your sight.
If this had never been between us,” said the
girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him;
“tell me, would you seek me out and try to win
me now? Ah, no!”
He seemed to yield to the justice
of this supposition, in spite of himself. But
he said with a struggle, “You think not.”
“I would gladly think otherwise
if I could,” she answered, “Heaven knows!
When I have learned a Truth like this, I know how
strong and irresistible it must be. But if you
were free to-day, to-morrow, yesterday, can even I
believe that you would choose a dowerless girl—you
who, in your very confidence with her, weigh everything
by Gain: or, choosing her, if for a moment you
were false enough to your one guiding principle to
do so, do I not know that your repentance and regret
would surely follow? I do; and I release you.
With a full heart, for the love of him you once were.”
He was about to speak; but with her
head turned from him, she resumed.
“You may—the memory
of what is past half makes me hope you will—have
pain in this. A very, very brief time, and you
will dismiss the recollection of it, gladly, as an
unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that
you awoke. May you be happy in the life you have
chosen!”
She left him, and they parted.
“Spirit!” said Scrooge,
“show me no more! Conduct me home.
Why do you delight to torture me?”
“One shadow more!” exclaimed the Ghost.
“No more!” cried Scrooge.
“No more. I don’t wish to see it.
Show me no more!”
But the relentless Ghost pinioned
him in both his arms, and forced him to observe what
happened next.
They were in another scene and place;
a room, not very large or handsome, but full of comfort.
Near to the winter fire sat a beautiful young girl,
so like that last that Scrooge believed it was the
same, until he saw her, now a comely matron, sitting
opposite her daughter. The noise in this room
was perfectly tumultuous, for there were more children
there, than Scrooge in his agitated state of mind could
count; and, unlike the celebrated herd in the poem,
they were not forty children conducting themselves
like one, but every child was conducting itself like
forty. The consequences were uproarious beyond
belief; but no one seemed to care; on the contrary,
the mother and daughter laughed heartily, and enjoyed
it very much; and the latter, soon beginning to mingle
in the sports, got pillaged by the young brigands
most ruthlessly. What would I not have given to
be one of them! Though I never could have been
so rude, no, no! I wouldn’t for the wealth
of all the world have crushed that braided hair, and
torn it down; and for the precious little shoe, I
wouldn’t have plucked it off, God bless my soul!
to save my life. As to measuring her waist in
sport, as they did, bold young brood, I couldn’t
have done it; I should have expected my arm to have
grown round it for a punishment, and never come straight
again. And yet I should have dearly liked, I
own, to have touched her lips; to have questioned
her, that she might have opened them; to have looked
upon the lashes of her downcast eyes, and never raised
a blush; to have let loose waves of hair, an inch of
which would be a keepsake beyond price: in short,
I should have liked, I do confess, to have had the
lightest licence of a child, and yet to have been
man enough to know its value.
But now a knocking at the door was
heard, and such a rush immediately ensued that she
with laughing face and plundered dress was borne towards
it the centre of a flushed and boisterous group, just
in time to greet the father, who came home attended
by a man laden with Christmas toys and presents.
Then the shouting and the struggling, and the onslaught
that was made on the defenceless porter! The
scaling him with chairs for ladders to dive into his
pockets, despoil him of brown-paper parcels, hold on
tight by his cravat, hug him round his neck, pommel
his back, and kick his legs in irrepressible affection!
The shouts of wonder and delight with which the development
of every package was received! The terrible announcement
that the baby had been taken in the act of putting
a doll’s frying-pan into his mouth, and was
more than suspected of having swallowed a fictitious
turkey, glued on a wooden platter! The immense
relief of finding this a false alarm! The joy,
and gratitude, and ecstasy! They are all indescribable
alike. It is enough that by degrees the children
and their emotions got out of the parlour, and by
one stair at a time, up to the top of the house; where
they went to bed, and so subsided.
And now Scrooge looked on more attentively
than ever, when the master of the house, having his
daughter leaning fondly on him, sat down with her
and her mother at his own fireside; and when he thought
that such another creature, quite as graceful and
as full of promise, might have called him father,
and been a spring-time in the haggard winter of his
life, his sight grew very dim indeed.
“Belle,” said the husband,
turning to his wife with a smile, “I saw an
old friend of yours this afternoon.”
“Who was it?”
“Guess!”
“How can I? Tut, don’t
I know?” she added in the same breath, laughing
as he laughed. “Mr. Scrooge.”
“Mr. Scrooge it was. I
passed his office window; and as it was not shut up,
and he had a candle inside, I could scarcely help
seeing him. His partner lies upon the point of
death, I hear; and there he sat alone. Quite alone
in the world, I do believe.”
“Spirit!” said Scrooge
in a broken voice, “remove me from this place.”
“I told you these were shadows
of the things that have been,” said the Ghost.
“That they are what they are, do not blame me!”
“Remove me!” Scrooge exclaimed,
“I cannot bear it!”
He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing
that it looked upon him with a face, in which in some
strange way there were fragments of all the faces
it had shown him, wrestled with it.
“Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me
no longer!”
In the struggle, if that can be called
a struggle in which the Ghost with no visible resistance
on its own part was undisturbed by any effort of its
adversary, Scrooge observed that its light was burning
high and bright; and dimly connecting that with its
influence over him, he seized the extinguisher-cap,
and by a sudden action pressed it down upon its head.
The Spirit dropped beneath it, so
that the extinguisher covered its whole form; but
though Scrooge pressed it down with all his force,
he could not hide the light: which streamed from
under it, in an unbroken flood upon the ground.
He was conscious of being exhausted,
and overcome by an irresistible drowsiness; and, further,
of being in his own bedroom. He gave the cap
a parting squeeze, in which his hand relaxed; and
had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into
a heavy sleep.